The prison is inside me

Photo from a public/cafe in Lisbon. Message:
“This space is surveilled (watched) immediately after is used”

I know that this could be strange for some of you who use to read me (at least I’ve the presumption that there’s someone reading me…)
I feel like a prisoner inside myself. I look as much as I can, as deeper as I’m able to, and I see the prison I’m in. Maybe I’m focusing into this issue because I just finish to participate in a workshop, as guest speaker, that was directly in contact with the prison system in Portugal, and particularly with the human side of it. When I look into the prisoners eyes I could see myself. Looking into they’re eyes mirrored my own prison bars, my own shadows, my own fears, and my own demons. I’m not better, (or worst) them that prisoners: I’ve the same feelings, the qualities and the same assets. I’ve the same difficulty to use all my talents (and they’re a lot!) to bring happiness and prosperity into my life. Some times I just forgot to look into my inner like, to use my creativity to save myself; and to find the Self in me.
So I feel like a prisoner in this body, in this life, in this city, in this country, like if I’ve any idea who to free me.
Maybe if I just stay where, present, where and now, look deeper, and ask for help to my inner guidance, I could found some answer. Sometimes I just forgot that freedom is inside, and the prison, prisoner and guard are all the same.
The only thing I just remember is that I’ve the most important energy to realest me from this situation I put myself – is to L.O.V.E. – Live Only Vital Emotions, and them maybe I’m able to free my body, mind and spirit to keep moving on with my mission – seeding creativity into the world.
Maybe if I just stay where, present, where and now, look deeper, and ask for help to my inner guidence, I could found some anwser. Sometimes I just forgot that freedom is inside, and the prision, prisioner and guard are all the same.
The only thing I just remember is that I’ve the most important energy to releast me from this situation I put myself – is to L.O.V.E. – Live Only Vital Emotions, and them maybe I’m able to free my body, mind and spirit to keep moving on with my misson – seeding creativity into the world.